It has been a while since my last post. I've switched to a new job and trying so hard to fit myself into this new working environment, the workplace that never belongs to me. My new job requires me to read and write every day but my writing skill is relatively weak. I've pushed myself into a place that never fit me and overestimate my ability to cope with the stress. In November, I've stressed myself so much because my performance wasn't good enough. I am upset, I broke down and I cried but I still go to work. I work until late at night, going back home midnight, next day reaching office early in the morning, utilizing my holidays and weekend to go to the office just to pick up my work. Do you think my performance improved? No, still far away from what is expected. I don't get it but I don't want to give up.
I am looking on my feet and thinking that I've accomplished a lot, I need rest and I deserve it. Yes, I may rest but I still have to continue my journey.
PS: I write to express not to impress, so please Don't comment. I've enough comments on my English in workplace and I don't need more. Show Mercy :)