Dear man, if your endeavors and efforts have been done, then when you want to enter to apply for a woman and it turns out that someone else has gone ahead, then be patient! Because God must have a better change for you.
Do not be discouraged, because that is precisely what is best for you, and God does not destiny together for you because surely God has someone who is truly fit to live with you.
Remember Al-qur'an letter 24 verse 26, that the good will meet with the good, and the less well will meet with the bad ones too. So, believe in God's provisions, maybe this is the beginning for you to get the really good and the best.
Because, if you want something and God destined it for you, then believe me that is the best for you. Because God will not destiny a thing to His servants if there is no wisdom and goodness in it.
Don't make a bad impression on God, because if you believe that you are good then surely what God will offer instead is good.
But is he good? If this is what makes you still disappointed, then realize one thing that God knows that really will make you good, not just eyes, but far from what you know in the future.
So if you feel very disappointed and sad, fight your feelings of anger, because God knows what the future is best and will make you really good later. That's why you must be able to calm your heart with patience.
Because it could be that you think you don't like goodness in it, and what you are chasing is precisely what is lacking in it. because after all your bitter story, God knows the best for you.