Hi, guys!:)
I'm writing this post in the morning, so it's kind of "morning thoughts" I never practiced in this blog before, only evening there were. But anyway, it's something I'd love to share, and conciser this a continuation of my medication experience.
At the moment I had already 10+ days of fine night sleep in a row. Perhaps it's more then I had during last 15 years of chronicle insomnia, and of course it's wonderful, but something spoils my pleasure a bit - seems like now I have all the nightmares I was supposed to have all these years.
Most of them are about recent events, or events coming soon, and I think I understand how it works. Well, at leas I've read a research where it was said that with nightmares our brain does spring-cleaning of subconscious fears, for example. Or in general - all the fears we experienced recently. And seems like mine are partly insane (well, I never had doubts that I'm kind of a bit strange).
The main nightmare at the moment of course is about my eyes surgery. I dream that something went wrong, or that my vision went back to 50% and of course this doesn't make me feel happy. I feel horrified, in fact. And the trick is that the pills make my sleep so deep that I can't wake up and "switch", or wake up and forget about it.
But the most strange nightmare I had today. I have a couple of tattoos, and in the end of November I plan to have another one. And today I had a nightmare that I have a train like this tattooed on my chest. HUGE one, it covered all the chest.
Just imagine my horror. So I spent the rest of the dream thinking about removing or covering it. Creepy stuff:)
I wish you all the best and will be happy if you'll support me with vote:)
Love, Inber