This was me, 4 years ago. Imagine this.
She is a typical Filipina girl. Brown skin. Dark hair. Black eyes. Petite figure and a smiling face. YES! Smiling face and people think she's inlove. Haha. Definitely, she is.
She's a dreamer. A wanderer on her own. She's a blithe.
She wants to be a botanist, zoologist and a genetic engineer. She dreams of visiting new places, discovering the world, literally, from discovering new species of algae to species of arachnids and mammals; to mysteries of the highest mountains to the wonders of the deepest depth of the ocean. She loves to take an exciting adventure and a little weird like eating exotic food! YES! Like eating snakes or grasshoppers, perhaps.
Ya, she wants to discover and explore everything but she got paralyzed with reality of living.
Wake up! You need to make money!
On weekdays.
She wakes up every 7:00 AM, put herself to bathe and rush to the office before the clock hits eight. Huh! Sigh Boring life. She's been doing it for almost 6 years now.
In the office, she is just but an ordinary worker, she has her calculator beside her, sets of documents on the right, a laptop in front and sometimes cup of coffee (coffee addict, she admits) but she wants to achieve more. But when opportunities come, she shows disgraceful fear. She waived. She moved on.
So, she write notes for reminders, she makes list of what to do, sets target dates, reads motivational article, but she is also procrastinator.
Home from work. She rides a motorcycle with her love. Saves money for fuel. Saves money for a special treat (particularly a date). On a rush (again), she washes her face, puts on some face powder, colors those lips with coral pink, sprays on familiar scent, goes on with that casual outfit, (she always go with jeans/shorts and shirt) and she's ready.
She wants to eat her favorite that night, go out and try a newly opened resto, but wait a minute, there she is, enjoying her meal at a familiar and old cafeteria. She went home and watch tv.
On weekend.
She sets her alarm before 5:30 AM, look for running shoes, get a pair of leggings and white t-shirt but still sprawling in the bed 'til seven in the morning. Reading posts on social media, currently on STEEM (she's writing this for a post) while listening to local radio station.
It's 11:39 in the evening, she's currently into Charlie Puth's Marvin Gaye, well she loves the nostalgic beat of the song; from the original SOUND OF SILENCE to the version of the DISTURBED; from Air Suppy to 1D; from DNCE's Cake by the Ocean (Oh, I love JOE Jonas) to Selena's Same Old Love. Always been Selena's Fan since Barney days; from Lettermen to Bon Jovi; to Zedd; to Pitbull; to Sean Paul; to Becky G; to 2n1. Hehe! Well, I enjoyed almost all genre of music.
Hey! You've got too much of me huh? That's enough.
She's not a writer. Don't judge her.
I'm YJean from the Philippines. 25.