Hello friends, how are you? My post today is a bit emotional. I used to be very different before, I used to write letters to everyone, as you know that people who are very loyal to you, they betray you in every matter, that's why I also used to trust people easily. Every relationship that people used to build with me, I thought it was true and the people who are with me are working sincerely.
In the beginning, friends, it used to happen to me that I was very emotional. If I saw someone and they made me even slightly emotional, I would trust them. It seemed completely strange to me to deceive people and I kept getting hurt inside that I don't know what these people might think about me. If some people ignored me, I would be more worried than them because I don't know what I did that people were ignoring me.
Then there came a time when I started to act strangely, and I started to hate myself. The people I trusted were slowly betraying me and they were also moving away from me. Then I realized that all these people were only there for me for a reason. As long as I was good to them, they were good to me, and when I distanced myself from them a little, they all left me and left. To be honest, this experience changed me a lot.
As you know, people hide their things, but what I used to do was, I used to share everything I had, even the smallest happiness, with my friends. I thought that they would appreciate me for it, they would be happy with me, otherwise it was wrong that people are not only happy with your happiness, but also with your mother's situation. When you get away from them, they will start harming you.
So friends, I think that if that pain-filled experience had not happened to me, I would have become completely weak by now. But thanks to all those friends who helped me eat these things, how did they change me in my reality? And now I have become strong. Now I have understood that in life, you cannot control every person. Some people come as a lesson for you. And the pains they give you are taught to you. Not only my personality, but also my thinking, my feeling. Everything has changed because of these two and the kindness of those people.
