Descend // My Original Music Video
I found some video footage last night and made a video for my favorite original song, Descend.
I recorded this song not too long ago but composed it a lifetime ago.
Like most of my songs, it was written during a very dark period of my life.
I've always seemed to have a constant underlying current of feeling unsettled....like I don't belong...anywhere.
A disturbance in my force.
It was more prevalent in my past, but I can still tap into that feeling now when I focus on it.
It's hard to describe....it's like a feeling that I don't belong in the present moment...a feeling of being disconnected from reality.
Descend attempts to describe that feeling from the viewpoint of trying....and failing...to keep a relationship alive.
Descend
Wish everything was how it used to be
Underneath and inbetween
I tried to hide, but I can not defend
When the truth is out I'll need a friend
Maybe I want you to know
I want you know that something unresolved is back again
I try to fly, but I descend
Though I deny what I will not reveal
I close my eyes and know it's real
Maybe I want you to know
I want you to know that I'm not here
On and on and on I've left these feelings unresolved
On and on and on I kept believing, but I can't repair this broken vow