I'm plagued by the American condition -- always trying to become, never satisfied with what is. It's exhausting! What if instead, I could just be. Just allow myself to be exactly as I am. That would be a huge relief. The other night, I experimented with a plant medicine and for the first time I felt completely satisfied. There was a period of time where I was so completely fulfilled that there was nothing else I desired. And I was totally happy! That is the feeling of being. That is how we are supposed to be, exactly as we are. All of man's problems come from his inability to sit still and do nothing.
What are you trying to become?