I still believe I can be sexy, but being considered sexy or even fetishized simply because I am fat just doesn't sit right with me. I never chose to be fat, and I never considered fat as a body type that was more sexy. I see everyone the same regardless of looks (big or small). Yes big can be and is beautiful just like all body types, but I don't like my fat being a fetish.
When I look back at how I got so out of control with my weight, it is not something that was positive for me and I explain this in my video.
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