Blessings beauties!
I'm now one of the last two people on the land here in Orcas Island where the EcoSex Convergence wrapped up yesterday morning. This past week has been WILDLY healing & enlightening for me, and I feel like answers to questions from the Winter Solstice came through clearly after being set aside for many months.
Cooking was easy, as most of the attendees brought their own food; The weather and the venue are absolutely perfect, and there were just tons of beautiful humans working on healing themselves. The focus on consent, healing trauma, connection with nature, and sharing ourselves with each other in loving transparency were all quite revolutionary to me.
After many days of going back and forth trying to decide, I finally made up my mind yesterday morning to skip this year's Rainbow Gathering. It was a very tough decision to make, mostly because it required accepting a lot of beliefs that I've been working at for some time (that I am worthy regardless of the work I am doing or not doing, that I deserve to have the things I want, that my self-care is more important than service to others...
All of those pieces fell into place over the last week, as did new levels of open & honest communication, and clarity around questions I was asking this past winter about what role(s) are most aligned with the next chapter of my life. I've decided to really focus in on my healing work (for others, my energy work and my channeling), my sharing of my journey and the tools I've used (speaking & writing), and I affirmed my decision to focus the majority of my energy on ME, my healing process, and my self-care.
Computer's about to die, I covered more in the video; sorry it was so bouncy, my body is exhausted and sore, and my walking was pretty exaggerated because of it.
I'll check in soon, maybe tomorrow, not sure. I'm staying here in the forest for at least another night, and have 0 plans between now and the beginning of August, so we'll see what happens :-)
