You smoke cigaratte and weed, you drink all types of alcohol. You are sent to the university, you go there and join cult groups, you go after every girl, sleep with them and abandon them, carry guns and go out with your gang to rob people. You rape your female victims, impregnate some in the process and render some emotionally taumatized.
You murder the 'stubborn' ones and collect money to assascinate people.
You get initiated in every bad guys' group on campus, they give you ranks like 'capo' etc.
You don't attend lectures, threatening your lecturers to pass you in exams you didn't write. Your parents are at home rejoicing that their son is in school. You're being told by your gang that you're safe with them and that you're above death.
You take all sorts of oath in the name of "blending". You're being flogged throughout the night in the name of iniciation. They make you enter into a grave with six or more guys ordered to fill up the grave while you try your luck to jump out from it. If you succeed in jumpin out, fine, if not, you're buried alive.
They use hot iron or axe to give you marks , all in the name of transforning you into a real man. And yet you don't ask yourself, "what is the essence of passing through this kind of pains? How much will be my salary? If i die here what will be my fate?
All you want is to be called 'deadly' by your gang forgetting that if anything happens to you the same people will abandon you. Your heart is hardened that you cut your fellow human being with axe and matchet without mercy, shedding blood without feelings, afterall he's your enemy. Which country or organization are you fighting for? Do you know that there is only one life? Do you think those charms will protect you forever? Those people who make you feel like a lord today will run away from you tomorow. When death comes calling those charms, gang, weapons, won't help you.
Take a trip to the mortuary and see bodies which were very alive before lying lifeless, hopeless and helpless. Nobody comes to visit, stay with them, and bring them food. They are abandoned there till the day they will be put in the grave. Where are the might, power, fame and connections they had? Their own has ended. Amend your ways and turn to your creator. There's nothing in this life. "Everything is vanity".