<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link><image><url>http://direct.ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2026 16:32:57 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="http://direct.ecency.com/@kintsukuroi/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[Label me ;]]></title><description><![CDATA[I recently got diagnosed with autism. I join the ranks of several other people who were diagnosed with borderline personality disorder incorrectly. Whilst I have never been keen on labels I had always]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/semicolon/@kintsukuroi/label-me</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/semicolon/@kintsukuroi/label-me</guid><category><![CDATA[semicolon]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 21 Aug 2019 12:33:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[goodbye for now but not forever]]></title><description><![CDATA[I have had @ratticus with me for just over a week and they left this morning. It has been challenging because in that time I've had to face some truths. Filling out paperwork on my lousy range of movement]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/friends4life/@kintsukuroi/goodbye-for-now-but-not-forever</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/friends4life/@kintsukuroi/goodbye-for-now-but-not-forever</guid><category><![CDATA[friends4life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 14 Apr 2019 23:50:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[I’m still standing... just]]></title><description><![CDATA[I’m seriously been battered about lately physically and mentally and recovery time takes longer and longer. I’m a bit perturbed by a somewhat compliment my psychologist made to me today. They said they]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/chronicillness/@kintsukuroi/i-m-still-standing-just</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/chronicillness/@kintsukuroi/i-m-still-standing-just</guid><category><![CDATA[chronicillness]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2019 12:46:03 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[avoidance]]></title><description><![CDATA[I have for a while now avoided looking at steemit. After all if I don't load it and don't write in here (as promised completely honest) then maybe I don't have the issues I'm suffering? An internet version]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/avoidance</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/avoidance</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2019 10:28:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Broken]]></title><description><![CDATA[I had an extremely long day. The kind where I actually started breaking apart. Where you are so desperate for help you are actually willing to make the phone calls but you don’t actually know whom to call.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/broken</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/broken</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2019 14:11:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hate]]></title><description><![CDATA[Right now I hate you. Except I don’t hate you. I keep being open and honest and you make it so easy to do that. So I hate you because I am not feeling the strongest. Because I am now well aware of how]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/emotions/@kintsukuroi/hate</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/emotions/@kintsukuroi/hate</guid><category><![CDATA[emotions]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2019 06:29:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Over...]]></title><description><![CDATA[Over tired and over being tired. Trying to self care by reading. Trying...]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/over</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/over</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2019 04:49:51 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Brain defect]]></title><description><![CDATA[I would like to report a brain defect. Despite daily patching (medication) there seems to be an error in the tearduct.exe. I’ve run several shutdown commands and it still doesn’t seem to be responding.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/brain-defect</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/brain-defect</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2019 12:21:15 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Job]]></title><description><![CDATA[Applied for my almost perfectly described dream job. Damn I wants it so much. My precious.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/job/@kintsukuroi/job</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/job/@kintsukuroi/job</guid><category><![CDATA[job]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 12 Jan 2019 12:07:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hurt]]></title><description><![CDATA[I want to hurt myself. I can’t though. Doing so would hurt those whom deeply care about me and I can’t inflict that kind of pain on them. But I so desperately want to scream, tear flesh, cut away and rip]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/hurt</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/hurt</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2019 11:23:36 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Porridge]]></title><description><![CDATA[I’ve been feeling sensitive lately and have spent way to much time hiding in my bed. It’s a safe place. Often I curl up on my husbands side. It smells of him. He is safe. But there have been times where]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/porridge</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/porridge</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2019 09:13:36 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[I know the feeling of alone]]></title><description><![CDATA[I don’t get a silent night or day in my head. The simple fact is that I can’t see, hear or do anything without my brain linking it to a time, a place or a person. So when I do have those brief moments]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/i-know-the-feeling-of-alone</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/i-know-the-feeling-of-alone</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 24 Dec 2018 06:05:51 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Drugged and addled]]></title><description><![CDATA[Yesterday morning despite waking up feeling fine things went downhill fast. Driving my daughter to school I felt pain in my lower back. I ended up pulling in to the Dr’s instead of going to work because]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/drugged-and-addled</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/drugged-and-addled</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 15 Dec 2018 01:26:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/4HFqJv9qRjVeVQzX3gvDHytNF793bg88B7fESPieLQ8dxHpyXc9F7YZ6xieTNZYgKRxVHYcA2wSiK6Cj6jk8jnv6j4JTyDjrK3N9rRyr4YByGQNfQgrrTNaRpLDhXM1VGXvpRXSyy5XQ2ByjGzwua6wuRBcBW8oeZGz?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Damnit...]]></title><description><![CDATA[Good news can sometimes lead to tears. However they are generally tears of joy. Tonight I received a promotion through St John Ambulance Australia where I teach youth members to be first aiders and support]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/damnit</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/damnit</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2018 08:58:18 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hug]]></title><description><![CDATA[I need a hug. The kind of bug that engulfs you, that has pressure in it. Enough pressure to help calm my psychotic brain from being such a jackass. But hubby isn’t home. I have a friend that I could possibly]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/hug</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/hug</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 28 Nov 2018 09:10:15 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Flirting]]></title><description><![CDATA[I haven’t posted for a while. Between work and playing single mum whilst hubby was away doing a multiple day St John Ambulance duty O haven’t really opened steemit. Also being truly honest I started a]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/anxiety/@kintsukuroi/flirting</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/anxiety/@kintsukuroi/flirting</guid><category><![CDATA[anxiety]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2018 06:51:48 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[risks (and quotes)]]></title><description><![CDATA[“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.” ― Anais Nin This is one of my favourite quotes and seems so aptly appropriate of late. I have]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/risks-and-quotes</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@kintsukuroi/risks-and-quotes</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 11 Nov 2018 09:59:15 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[observations]]></title><description><![CDATA[I realised the other day that how well I tend to look after myself is proportioned to how well I feel loved and cared for by others.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/mentalhealth/@kintsukuroi/observations</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/mentalhealth/@kintsukuroi/observations</guid><category><![CDATA[mentalhealth]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 09 Nov 2018 06:45:15 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[A little more me]]></title><description><![CDATA[At the start of the year I had a friendship take a nasty hit and despite assurances and promises that this friend of mine wouldn't cut me off, did just that. Of course it's far more complicated than that]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/mentalhealth/@kintsukuroi/a-little-more-me</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/mentalhealth/@kintsukuroi/a-little-more-me</guid><category><![CDATA[mentalhealth]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2018 00:37:36 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/JvFFVmatwWHRfvmtd53nmEJ94xpKydwmbSC5H5svBACH81TPjvjB3rZYuhDSNLmpgMU7Xm2MH94eeaueJajMmGr2F5oWEi1ZDaqFxHoH1SYwp5813qcMGihjm8imLufb8rmBqrpggn?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Labels]]></title><description><![CDATA[*** WARNING: This post contains themes that may be distressing. *** I watched this video today and it left me seriously thinking about labels and having any diagnosis. I am not one for labels. When it]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/labels/@kintsukuroi/labels</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/labels/@kintsukuroi/labels</guid><category><![CDATA[labels]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[kintsukuroi]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2018 00:01:54 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/S5Eokt4BcQdk7EHeT1aYjzebg2hC7hkthT45eNpihHG2PpQusbyg8ZfShkvMzT1qeLEwuMp?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item></channel></rss>