I am very excited for the ber months because there will be a few fireworks that come out on the skies. I am excited to eat traditional Filipino foods such as macaroni salad, fruit salad, and Lechon baboy. I also miss the exchanging gifts. During Christmas eve, we forget our problems. There were many Christmas in the past that everything seemed so wrong, but it can distract my excitement during Christmas times. It is not just an ordinary celebration, it is celebrating the birth of the highest king, Jesus!
During the times that we face problems we think we can't handle, we become hopeless to find solutions, then our head is like a fireworks that seemed to explode.
These days, my cousin is broken hearted again of waiting someone that didn't arrived. I've seen the sadness in her eyes even she doesn't mean it. The way she smiles at me, seems like she's seeking someone that can complete her day. She just talks sometimes. Then my sister-in-law said that she's waiting for her boyfriend to chat her.
When we are broken, we lose our self-esteem and we feel like we are not important. We then look ourselves in the mirror why do we look like that comparing ourselves to others. We feel so low and complain the Lord that we never liked the way He created us and become desperate to find ways to change our physical looks.
The only way to overcome the pain is imagining the change that will come very soon through living a free mindset. Let's release our negativities thinking that we can do the things soon in which we thought we can't. We are the children of God. We will rise up like an eagle because Jesus wants us to live with freedom from negativities. The heartache is not permanent because God knows how to get us to our fate. Soon, we will meet someone that is a part of our destiny.
We may be alone and lonely for a long time but God is merciful to break our chains. As long as we fight the bad breaks that limits our ability and self-esteem, our head will never ever exploding and we can go through life.
Camera used: iphone7+
Taken: 2018
Location: USA
Photographer: Clare Blackburn
Disclaimer: The content and illustration are original.
