Do you struggle with depression and regret? I do. I tell people Jesus can heal you of those things, but if I'm being honest I still haven't been healed myself. I'm flawed. I have a lot of pain I've learned to bury deep inside. Having hundreds or thousands of people know your name doesn't make me feel any less lonely. I talk a lot about hope. I do it to help you, but most of the time I'm really just trying to convince myself it's real.
Sometimes the biggest jokesters are just wearing forced smiles to cover up secret insecurities. What drives me is the people who tell me God used me to help them. What drives me is knowing Jesus died for me and asked me to live for Him. I say all of this to say the people who look like they have all together are often the ones hurting the most.
If you're struggling, you're not alone. I am too. God is bigger than our pain.
Thanks for passing by and Godspeed! :)
May the force be with us.