I am swimming in one of these moments.
I am on the low end of the happy vibes currently because I had to face a pretty sad truth about myself today. Dang it.
Perfection, why do you continue to elude me?
Why must I present the perfected version of myself to my peers, when it can only hurt when I fall from my pedestal and land right on my ass in front of the world, as it's watching?
The great thing about this moment is I can try a new approach to it all, right now, live, before your fairly open eyes, steemit friends.
So here is what I want to do.
I want to alter the path of my life for a GREAT and BEAUTIFUL and PROSPEROUS journey, starting (again) right now.
I will manifest only prosperity for that will be where I point my thoughts.
I will grow richer, and share it with my community here.
I will gain universal insight that baffles me yet allows me to exist above the poverty level forever.
I will resolve debts. I will love more. I will cry when I feel moved to tears and I will breath when anger strikes.
I will enjoy the storm I guess.
Ammachi may you bless me Ammachi bring wealth unto me please. Thank you Amma!