<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link><image><url>http://direct.ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sat, 04 Apr 2026 23:59:59 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="http://direct.ecency.com/@lovingmyself/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[It is as it is]]></title><description><![CDATA[I have fucking crazy Fucking thoughts I am not loved Fuck]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/truth/@lovingmyself/it-is-as-it-is</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/truth/@lovingmyself/it-is-as-it-is</guid><category><![CDATA[truth]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2018 22:00:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Restless Thoughts]]></title><description><![CDATA[Too many thoughts. Can't get to sleep. It's the same in sunny Spain. Wherever I am around the world. Relentless. Restless. Thoughts. They make me do strange things. Turn on a computer screen. Delete everything]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/insomnia/@lovingmyself/restless-thoughts</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/insomnia/@lovingmyself/restless-thoughts</guid><category><![CDATA[insomnia]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2018 21:30:12 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Purifying process]]></title><description><![CDATA[Purifying process for purpose of preparation Conscious choice to let subconscious mind heal Healing motivation and action]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/how/@lovingmyself/purifying-process</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/how/@lovingmyself/purifying-process</guid><category><![CDATA[how]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 28 Jul 2018 16:43:24 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Relationship Questions]]></title><description><![CDATA[How open is your mind How compassionate is your heart How reliable is your belief How often is your advance]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/poetry/@lovingmyself/relationship-questions</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/poetry/@lovingmyself/relationship-questions</guid><category><![CDATA[poetry]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2018 21:26:27 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Looking for]]></title><description><![CDATA[The magical feeling of healthy functioning that resides inside of me]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/stop/@lovingmyself/looking-for</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/stop/@lovingmyself/looking-for</guid><category><![CDATA[stop]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2018 12:15:18 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Dream-Play]]></title><description><![CDATA[By 18th December 2022, I am a World Cup winner, a Billionaire, a luxury villa owner, and a Porsche GT4 driver]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/giving/@lovingmyself/dream-play</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/giving/@lovingmyself/dream-play</guid><category><![CDATA[giving]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2018 20:14:39 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Feminism]]></title><description><![CDATA[The principle in value is a noble one but ultimately in reality it doesn't work. If you have feminism, then you do also need masculism. Most feminists do not embrace masculism and ridicule it. It is hard]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/truth/@lovingmyself/feminism</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/truth/@lovingmyself/feminism</guid><category><![CDATA[truth]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2018 02:31:33 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[sex]]></title><description><![CDATA[i think i just want to write in abandonment i hate the people that are attracted to comment it is always cunts who don't understand and so as an artist i feel forced to make them understand but the truth]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/blog/@lovingmyself/sex</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/blog/@lovingmyself/sex</guid><category><![CDATA[blog]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 23 Jun 2018 04:32:09 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[If this was to last forever]]></title><link>http://direct.ecency.com/quality/@lovingmyself/if-this-was-to-last-forever</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/quality/@lovingmyself/if-this-was-to-last-forever</guid><category><![CDATA[quality]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 20 Jun 2018 23:48:57 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/S5Eokt4BcQdk7EHeT1aYjzebg2hC7hkthT45dw3eQA9PYZtwE2gMMCHz4LvUPLcdmdYzy1p?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reasons for value]]></title><description><![CDATA[Goal: courage and resilience]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/jordan/@lovingmyself/reasons-for-value</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/jordan/@lovingmyself/reasons-for-value</guid><category><![CDATA[jordan]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2018 15:50:54 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/S5Eokt4BcQdk7EHeT1aYjzebg2hC7hkthT45ePa8ZVH4ZW2Kc8zAsYFJtBH7CAkhTa8Yj5p?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Idea]]></title><description><![CDATA[I get paid for being exactly myself I sell it under the idea of meta-comedy The entire business model is the joke]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/comedy/@lovingmyself/idea</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/comedy/@lovingmyself/idea</guid><category><![CDATA[comedy]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2018 00:25:27 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[That's not depression]]></title><description><![CDATA[What that is, is a terrible life]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@lovingmyself/that-s-not-depression</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/depression/@lovingmyself/that-s-not-depression</guid><category><![CDATA[depression]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2018 19:34:18 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.ecency.com/p/S5Eokt4BcQdk7EHeT1aYjzebg2hC7hkthT45eKX1g6NwFj3Eknr8jwj1hkDk483WgXqkENS?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Guess who?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Insults their target very often. Then lie when confronted about it, or say it was a joke. When confronted with their behavior, they pretend to be innocent and play the victim. Everything is always your]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/narc/@lovingmyself/guess-who</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/narc/@lovingmyself/guess-who</guid><category><![CDATA[narc]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 14:34:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[World Cup Betting]]></title><description><![CDATA[Head Heart Bet Russia Saudi Arabia Draw Uruguay Egypt Uruguay Morocco Iran Morocco Spain Portugal Spain France Australia France -1 Argentina Iceland Iceland +2 Denmark Peru Eriksen Croatia High Score Croatia]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/opening/@lovingmyself/world-cup-betting</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/opening/@lovingmyself/world-cup-betting</guid><category><![CDATA[opening]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 14:26:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Would anyone like a writing service?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Ghostwriting, copywriting, lyric writing.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/thank/@lovingmyself/would-anyone-like-a-writing-service</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/thank/@lovingmyself/would-anyone-like-a-writing-service</guid><category><![CDATA[thank]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 11:23:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Script]]></title><description><![CDATA[When I look at the photos of the hospital, they looked like dark and depleting times. The early nineties. Bombs were going off. The middle class still existed. I don't know. My parents were strange. I]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/so/@lovingmyself/script</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/so/@lovingmyself/script</guid><category><![CDATA[so]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 09:54:15 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Continued Ramblings]]></title><description><![CDATA[This is Cold Turkey Writer, second experiment. This time I went for 5 minutes instead of 300 words. I've also started to notice tendencies in my writing. Like how sometimes I would use words to describe]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writer/@lovingmyself/continued-ramblings</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writer/@lovingmyself/continued-ramblings</guid><category><![CDATA[writer]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 09:19:27 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Interesting Experiment]]></title><description><![CDATA[Okay, so now I have to write three hundred words before my Cold Turkey Writer app gives me access to my computer. Instantly regretted doing it for a few reasons. Number one, I just wanted to test it. Number]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/cold/@lovingmyself/interesting-experiment</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/cold/@lovingmyself/interesting-experiment</guid><category><![CDATA[cold]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 09:03:03 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Wants don't get consistently met]]></title><description><![CDATA[At the beginning of the year I had an aim. To do what I wanted to do. To make my dreams happen. And I did. And the nights raged with fire. I was alone with the Gods. And it was beautiful. It was perfect.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/idk/@lovingmyself/wants-don-t-get-consistently-met</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/idk/@lovingmyself/wants-don-t-get-consistently-met</guid><category><![CDATA[idk]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 03 Jun 2018 04:05:30 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[It is like the second time always ruins it]]></title><description><![CDATA[I don't know but I do relate to creating without expectation of being received going better and leading to invitation, it is more of an emotional state... I tend to get it the first time I do anything.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/working/@lovingmyself/it-is-like-the-second-time-always-ruins-it</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/working/@lovingmyself/it-is-like-the-second-time-always-ruins-it</guid><category><![CDATA[working]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[lovingmyself]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 30 May 2018 16:35:06 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>