You really made me laugh ! I havnt been single for zillion of years but now I am and I'm not sure yet what I gonna do other than deal with myself. Oh well, I am not a size 20 but I also hate standing around at parties. I don't feel enough energy to even look at dating sites nor do I find any man interesting enough. I guess feeling lonely is a state of mind we all need to go through but not for 10 years. Please write when you found the love of your life ! Nice to meet you !