I have a typical problem: I like a womanizer, and besides, he has a girl who supposedly loves her. I'm caught. It's just that I always told myself that I would never go with a womanizer, I would not let this happen. Eh, I tell you, he is like a magnet, pulling to himself and pulling. I want him, terribly, I can not control myself.
The brain dies when he is near. We work in one company, he is always near, I constantly see him, I look at him - drooling. And when I appear around, always hugs, seduces and provokes. And I can not help it.
Before, I did not know that he had a girlfriend and flirted with him openly. We were like a couple: hugging, kissing, smiling, etc. One evening we hugged, and I could not resist, I wanted to kiss him, but he did not react and pulled away. Why did not he kiss me? I do not even know. I told him that I had never been denied, and he only smiled enigmatically. I freak out and left. I was angry, I cried even a little, because I really do not carry in love. He wrote sms that supposedly I should go into skype and talk about something, but I just went to bed.
Woke up - two missed on the mobile phone. Then I told my friend, she advised me that I did not completely ignore him, but I took a little bit of restraint, like me everything was equal, it did not catch me. So she did, he wanted to talk to me, asked if I was offended, but I said that everything is fine.
Day passed. I went to his network page, through my second unknown second account. I saw that he was with a beautiful girl in a serious relationship, the pictures are different with her. It was insulting.
We passed the weekend. I told him that our flirtation was over and I lost interest in him. He smiled and said that he did not care either. After that he took and poured me water, and we ran like children running back and forth. Despite the fact that it is not difficult to buy a bouquet in Moscow, he has not yet given me flowers. Although, maybe it's too early? We hardly talked this week, I was angry, and if he just rolled over. I screamed and swore badly, but he smiled and that's it, he annoys me wildly and at the same time I feel very sad and sad without him.
Yesterday I could not stand it and said that I want a serious relationship with him. He replied that he also did not mind meeting me - it was so cool! I do not know what's in his head, he's silent, he does not talk about serious things, but I'm even more nervous about this. And when he smiles, I melt and can not think of anything. I can not forget it, I see it constantly at school. What to do, what to do with it?