I feel so out of place sometimes ....
like this world isn't meant for me ...
or maybe it's just america

I don't want a fancy car
I don't want a big house
I don't want an expensive mortgage
and I definitely don't want to

keep up with the jones'

I understand why other people feel this way
and am sorry that they don't see the trap that they have walked into ...

but damn!

why is it so hard to find other people like me

where are the people that want to walk through grassy meadors

that want to lay down next to a stream and listen to the sounds the water makes

who wants to cook over a campfire
and look up at the stars at night??

i have been struggling to find my tribe

what would happen if I stopped struggling??