I remember when i was still a kid about 8years old and i am the eldest among the 5 siblings and my mother was admitted in the hospital. 7pm in the evening my father went home and He told me that night that my mother was given only till midnight to survive, upon hearing it, i feel cold, my heart beat so fast and a minute later He went back to the hospital. when he left i called my siblings we pray together. This was my prayer.
Lord please dont take my mom away, i want to grow up with her, I am still young and my siblings need a mother who will take care of them, what will happen if you will take her away from us. I dont want any mother aside from her. Please father heal my mother. We entrusted him into your hands.
I cry when i confess my prayer to him. In our younger years we are train that every 6 in the evening we pray together as a family it become a habbit. The following day my father came home and happily told us that my mother was ok and fine, he added that the doctor told him it was a miracle, upon hearing it at the buttom of a childs heart i utter a praise of thanks giving. I grew in faith i must say, because when i have my solemn moment i talk to God like i was talking with somelese (litteraly talking) I like having a conversation with him whenever i have time, and i see to it that nobody is around.😜 (they might tell me that i am crazy talking to my self alone). It is my way unloading my stress. When i am in college i do business to support myself. During those days God was my refuge, i told Him Father i want to finish college i need you to back me up i do whatever it takes to earn that diploma. It was not been easy i took my bachelors degree in 7 long years, God gradually draw the answer at very front of you in times you need Him. In my graduation day, I say a prayer of thanksgiving. I told hey father did you see me wearing my toga? Are you proud of me? slowly those tears of joy slowly gliding in my cheeks. I whisper to him THANK you because you never leave me in my battle, you fought together with me, when there are times that i want to give up you always reminded me, my covenant that i said i do whatever it takes to finish my degree. Thank you for pushing me through the end and now I am done. Thank you.! after so the program started and i march with my parent beside me. My story does not end there, there were come a time God really tested our faith in Him when my eldest daughter was admitted in the hospital shes just 1 month and 6days and she was been diagnosed ITP (indopathic trombosis Purpura) a blood disease same as luekemia. she have been into several of blood test and at her very young age she was been experience bone marrow test do you know how painful that was? no anethesia, the doctor sedate her and put her to sleep. she is not allowed to drink milk for 12 long hours can you imagine a 1month old. she keeps on crying and as mother i cannot stand looking my daughter in pain. I am about to be hysterical about the situation. That situation i question God why? i am hopeless and distress. at her young age she was taking steriods because there were no medicine for that illness. We keep on coming back in the hospital every month and we are running out of finances. Someone told us to let my baby pray by a pastor who has a gift of healing. And we did what the lady told us. One of our church pastor in Kidapawan has a Gift of healing we ask him to pls pray for my daughter he came to our home and pray for her (during that time her platelets are starting to drop ITP has the same symptoms like dengue).In the Middle of his prayer my baby cried aloud, He told us not to go laboratory because every week she need to ge her platelet count for 1 year. Imagine the trauma my daughter was experiencing? as mother the pain was triple i almost get quarrel with the nurses especially in inserting IV's. I cried together with my daughter because at her young age she experience terrible pain. In my prayer with pastor. I told God Heavenly Father i surrender my daughter into your hands thank you for entrusted her to us at in due time i become her mother, i really cried hard before him it is your will let it be done. Seeing my daughters hand turn violet due to lack of platelet it sqeeze my heart. So i decided to surrender her to him.. after a week of prayer over from the pastor we went to laboratory for her platelet count in my surprised it started to rise up at first week it became 40 the following week 105 and it became normal for 1 year. The chidl hematogist told us that was well and kicking. I really praise the Lord for all the marvelous things He has done. When we still befores Gods presence and have Faith in Him. Nothing is impossible for only faith that can move Gods Heart. When i reminisce those times, i always get teary eyes because of what God has done in my life and i am forever grateful.
this is my daughter cj and now she is 7years old.
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