<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></title><description><![CDATA[RSS Feed]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link><image><url>http://direct.ecency.com/logo512.png</url><title>RSS Feed</title><link>http://direct.ecency.com</link></image><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 19 May 2026 03:15:54 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="http://direct.ecency.com/@naejeille/rss" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[The same]]></title><description><![CDATA[I told you I could never hate you, but as the days go on a little piece of me has grown to. You destroyed me. I don't know how you got so far in, but when you tore back out you left me wounded. I'm angry.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/the-same</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/the-same</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 31 Aug 2018 13:26:00 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Ha Long Bay, Vietnam]]></title><description><![CDATA[Taken on Samsung Galaxy S9 Plus]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/ha-long-bay-vietnam</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/ha-long-bay-vietnam</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 04 Aug 2018 09:26:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/32FTXiZsHoAW6noHJDhrg3W8ZKHVFSsLYM859aTDCF8iErNXZeqqjLvKb7fbBuTD5WtHBD1QqESMM71eQRCYN9pV8CB2RmhHs4FN9r759RGaH92W6y6eumrRoR1XURN5XSU2eRku2QHKCrG6?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Cambodian Countryside]]></title><description><![CDATA[Taken on Samsung Galaxy S9 plus.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/cambodian-countryside</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/cambodian-countryside</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 04 Aug 2018 09:19:51 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/32FTXiZsHoAW6noHJDhrg3W8ZKHVFSsLYM859aTDCF8iErWF22DahJtJ4R9CowcKUPXMK1Vdxu574BkCqHRXkXqyqWJcGiX4xzPbPBrx67rGMAbtXV4Sdg4odW1X12XmCAVPmE4Uq2VYBAXQ?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Hold on]]></title><description><![CDATA[Happiness is fleeting. It comes in waves. There will be days where nothing makes you happy. Days when the world feels like a joke. You will suffer and you will hurt. It will feel like the walsr are closing]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/hold-on</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/hold-on</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2018 11:47:09 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Walls]]></title><description><![CDATA[I'm staring at the walls. Staring at the ceiling. Empty is my default state. I don't know how to love. To be loved. I can't trust the words they speak. Liars. I want to disappear.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/walls</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/walls</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2018 09:13:12 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Voice]]></title><description><![CDATA[There is a voice in my head and it screams at me all day long. Oh how it screams. "Don't let go. Don't let him walk away" I try everything I can think of short of a guillotine to stop the screaming.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/voice</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/voice</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2018 01:16:03 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Push]]></title><description><![CDATA[Push me away. I could feel you fade. Why did you come here? I don't want to be broken. Can't you see? Can't you feel it? You turned your back, when you were the one who put yourself in front of me. I can]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/push</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/push</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2018 11:08:51 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Breakwall]]></title><description><![CDATA[The breakwall gave us the moon.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/breakwall</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/breakwall</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2018 06:23:45 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/JvFFVmatwWHVQPjDcGkFxELgGtwNAntRtiqDuEyy2VZ63Duf3q5XR2J377UMhZ31hgpVEg5kYvr7dktNoXjq8t3x8cSJjhGdy8A2kdSwyzCFtEg6KaCPEmysvT9XSuJatD3h1psVjt?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Moments]]></title><description><![CDATA[What am I afraid of? Now that I have you, it means I could lose you. When I give you my trust, it means you can break it. When I let you in, it means you can leave. Though, I'm only ever really guaranteed]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/moments</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/moments</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2018 06:18:06 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2LLD1MpBP9bKJ7oeJFx9jDkHEuFeEdg4Ankb3ud1whckbLmNoFmXhTxi9Xaavp3mL4sD4QEGoZRDdKRJrt1naANi?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Woven]]></title><description><![CDATA[I pictured us laid in front of an open fire, passing a joint in the glow. That heady feeling, your eyes become weighted. With our consciousness altered, we set off talking into the night. Our dreams, hopes,]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/woven</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/woven</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 25 Apr 2018 01:41:06 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Living]]></title><description><![CDATA[Everyone always wants Something bigger than what they have. They search for meaning, Search for grandiose experience. They are missing the point. Wind moving through trees, That's fucking real. Connections]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/living</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/living</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 15 Apr 2018 09:56:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2GtbFZwpxVVzakBWw95duKpKQhUCtuLzZBaSZ6jgdhi9tDxsiRrV5Ri6nQdn7u86inNYQJ8GDij9D3hZmGcjdDbc?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[32 hours, no sleep]]></title><description><![CDATA[The sun rises, but it's covered by clouds. I watch the sky slowly illuminate with my dinner plate pupils. My body begins to betray me, but my mind still races in circles and wavy lines with no obvious]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/32-hours-no-sleep</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/32-hours-no-sleep</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2018 05:16:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Early morning]]></title><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/early-morning</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/early-morning</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2018 05:08:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/JvFFVmatwWHVQPjDcGkFxELgGtwNAntRtiqDuEyyB7dE1CinHEFf3XCJQPT5Z9NzDTnhp6MJ9KDtGri1f1FwC1aVkgvUQHZRLiP4yWBNJYN2PYhS9UDmpvp22mNHrBZtwhXbJJZaxW?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sinking]]></title><description><![CDATA[There are some ships worth going down with. The sinking is such sweet torture. Hold your breath. You're going to touch the bottom. It's a long way to flail back up, In an ocean so deep and dark, But the]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/sinking</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/sinking</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2018 07:37:18 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2NeEjpDXJ59afUZe6pi5ckEjuRN18XZqRtxaJJemH5BYRxXkUgECctDKtdE7haqwSCjsvrpr9zE9JohUoDQq8xhc?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sky]]></title><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/sky</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/sky</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2018 07:29:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/JvFFVmatwWHVQPjDcGkFxELgGtwNAntRtiqDuEyxuXa8ofN2G8VK9exdbLYFXU3vgGRm65sfjG5uVm1e7o9gi25Mykx6kk4BxuK1KMFAabhh5AcR6eFw4qcr56AYYViaJPAa9jQi8N?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Garden]]></title><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/garden</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/garden</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2017 02:44:36 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2cmdoEELwrx9623Mae1hAXuE4428dSHE3xNBhg6wyUjMRsV7PfCurq2Q2ZsbeecjvxAuRNgecxqLPqw7jS6sfYWA?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Mess]]></title><description><![CDATA[Before you rushed out the door, you glanced at the rubbish, left behind from the dinner you'd eaten. "I feel bad for leaving a mess" If only you knew, you'd already left a mess, many times over.]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/mess</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/mess</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 20 Dec 2017 22:43:45 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Two trees]]></title><link>http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/two-trees</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/photography/@naejeille/two-trees</guid><category><![CDATA[photography]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2017 20:22:15 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2NeDFWKgtRVpDpbPrbSn7MPGjEk87So1d6HNcnB5KJv3QGivgfz56VLVKYVn1jpqyJqVG2p59LgttS6EZ6EwXfae?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[In my hands]]></title><description><![CDATA[In my hands, I hold my heart. I tried to give it to you, but you didn't understand. You didn't understand that I wanted you to hold it. I wanted you to keep it safe. I wanted you to have it because even]]></description><link>http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/in-my-hands</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://direct.ecency.com/writing/@naejeille/in-my-hands</guid><category><![CDATA[writing]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[naejeille]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 06 Sep 2017 23:59:51 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://i.ecency.com/p/RGgukq5E6HBS5wvERDA3ZF4P2WKQy2VoZZet1QV2etayPKZNPud7NyMXAJuZc8pqcjKyKNy1f1ouj7Ue3q8Mc4fAuKfKTjAGDmuHb6ijrmnRe2vsqedFtobWbDhYDpz?format=match&amp;mode=fit" length="0" type="false"/></item><item><title><![CDATA[Heart Sick]]></title><description><![CDATA[I lay awake, staring into nothing. Thoughts swirl, like tornados. My mind is infected. My heart is sick. There is a poison within me. I feel it in my bones, in my flesh. 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