She got into pretty good job and always told her, 'fine, you are working now, but make sure you don't make mistakes at work and never involve personal problem in it.' My days were bad and also were too worried about her. one day, i dreamt a very worst dream of my life, ' I was at work, don't know what happened, she was too angry with me and left house, I came back home after work and didn't see her, anyhow I managed to get her location and came to airport, while entering the gate, saw a man talking to her and ready for the flight. I didn't care of anything and ran to her and asked 'where are you going and why are you in airport?' I am leaving you, I am not happy with you anymore, so i decided to choice my alternative options to move on' she said, 'why, why are you not happy, what did i do? I never loved anyone without you, I have no one without you, can't you see that? How will I stay without you? How, and who the hell is that guy? I shouted at her, ' I am sorry, i have to move on, I like that guy and i decided to go with him for better life' she cried and told me. 'I don't understand, I love you so much, we stood together so long time, remember you promised me, you will never leave me, no matter what' I said literally tears were falling from my eyes while at sleep. Then don't know how the hell I got a gun in my dream and pointed at both of them. I said'If you have to leave today, then it's better for me to be a murderer' I was about to pull the trigger, but suddenly I saw the truth in her eyes, she was not happy with me and she wants to leave with that unknown guy. I was so sad and immediately reversed the gun in my chest and looked at her so deeply and said 'your husband always loves you more than anything else in this world' and I pulled the trigger. I was on the ground, she ran to me and pulled my head on her laps, I couldn't see her face properly, it was so unclear and then I felt the taste of death is completely real, she was crying and said something which I couldn't hear. Before I passed out in dream. I woke up frightened, opened my eyes, wiped my tears and saw an innocent face, she was in deep sleep, I kissed her forehead and hug her tightly and closed my eyes again. In the morning, I woke and opened my eyes, she was combing her hair and looked at me with a sweet smile and said wake up it's late. I woke up and set on bed and asked her to sit with me for a while and i felt after seeing her face i completely forgot about my dream and hugged her tight. 'I saw a bad dream about you, I said 'read some prayers immediately' she replied. She helped me to read the prayer and I started reading it but at that time , I never realized i have seen my future, I thought she really loves me more and the dream can't be true. After few months i started noticing her behavior, 'something has changed' I spoke to me. After coming home from office, most of the time I, I noticed she is busy with phone calls. If I ask her who's on the line, she always replied, 'manager called me for office work' 'it's not office hour so please keep the phone and let your manager know about it, and make sure you don't bring office work at home' all the time i said her this words. She replied me 'OK' all the time and I believed her like God damn fool. Later on, i started checking her phone few days and found some unexpected messages and confirm something wrong is going on with her and didn't let her know about this. After few days, I told her to sit in my laps and told her 'my bird, life is critical, do understand but you should know your husband loves you more than anything else in this world, please open your mind and never do any mistake, and don't hurt your husband' 'I will never do anything like that, i promised' she said and i hugged her tightly in my chest. Few months later, I still kept my eyes on the, after finishing my office work at 7 pm which was late, I came back home and saw she haven't arrived yet. I was tensed, rushed outside in the main road and called her around 90 times, the cell phone was ringing but no reply. It was a raining evening, I stood on the road didn't care to get wet, i stood there 2 hours and saw her dropped by her manager. I didn't call her, just kept watching what she does, i was totally shocked but controlling myself in the rain and said 'GOD, I never expected to see this day, I love her so much and am weak, is this the day, you wanted me to watch?; many old people says, no one helps you when you are in bad shape, sometime not even GOD. and that line was getting true me, slowly. After few minutes, I bought some veggie walked in home, didn't wanted to let her know what i saw. She opened the door with a big smile and said 'where have you been for so long' 'I had late office and thought of buying some veggie while returning' I replied with soft voice. she took the bag from my hand, and directly came and set in sofa with a deep breath. 'you are looking so happy, what happened today?' I asked 'nothing just had lot of works and it was like usual days' she replied. 'where is your cell phone, is it ok?' I said 'its fine, why what happened?' she replied, 'can you please show me the cell phone' she ran and took out the cell from her bag and checked 'oh, i see, you called so many times, sorry I was working that's why i switched it to silence' she said , 'yes, I did and I called you many times, why couldn't you pick up for once, you know, i will be worried' 'I told you i was busy, its office not home' she replied. 'Oh, is it? please tell me the truth, I just want to listen to the truth, so don't waste my time' I said. 'What do you think I was busy with someone else, why do you doubt me?' 'please, tell me the truth, its not good if you lie to your husband , so please let's be gentle and speak the truth' I said. That man knew she was unmarried as she said to him on interview, so whom to blame, Before she attar any useless word, I lost my patient and slapped her so hard, she fell in sofa and was surprised. We both fought a lot in our life but not as serious as this. By that time she already understood, that i came to know something about her. it was very hard for me to take out the truth, after one hour fighting and slapping she spoke out, 'yes she was with her manager after office and they kissed each other and made out in car. ' GOD. gave me so much patients that i did hold her myself at that moment of life. 'why, did you do that, you are married woman, how can you do such? my question didn't made her any botheration, rather she said 'I love him', I got up without wasting time and changed my cloths, took shower and set in balcony. We didn't that whole night and couldn't eat or sleep whole night, i was so shocked, and couldn't believe my loving wife just did that. Tat night, I was looking in the sky and my eyes were desperate to find GOD, but no one was side of me and spoke to me, I was extremely hurt and broke apart, she never understood, every time, i beat her but i get hurt myself. I flashing back the past, when she tells me to carry her just like a child, i did, when she wanted to have an ice-cream at midnight, i didn't heisted to go out and find one for her, I loved her so much, she never understood me, my tears were rolling whole night as it has no end. Next morning I was waiting for her to wake up and wanted to speak to her, she were extremely angry with me but still I tried my best to make her sit in my laps and spoke out 'little bird', I never called her by her name in my entire life, she meant a lot to me, 'please, try to understand, what you have done, its not right. Tat man is an old man and have a wife with children's, he is just using you, nothing more. He will never truly love's you neither he can marry you, I do understand, he is a rich guy with everything buy my bird, you are doing wrong, please listen to your husband' I said. But it seems nothing could get in her ears, she was totally blind. I knew her so much that her eyes could not hide the truth. and it seems, it was continuing and she was not listening to me, since she had to attain her daily office and me as well. This were such a private matter, I couldn't even ask to help anyone without thinking much after few days, I called my good friend who was always with me and also her school friend. She was close to my wife. They both came to my house and i discussed the matter with them. They tried their best to make her understand but nothing can change her mind. I was so broken; I couldn't find any place to be in. Her best friend told me to get separated if she continues, but i was also a moron guy with stupid heart, who never gave up on wife. My best friend suggested me to take her a long trip, somewhere far place like oceans, to see if she can change her mind, since long time we haven't for holidays. That time i had lot of financial problems going, but without thinking further, I tried to arrange extra money and went to bank to get her all my money out. In few days, I asked her what she want to buy, she may go for shopping, it's was her day,. we did lot of shopping in that week. Later I asked her to choice the best hostels close by sea beach and booked it for 7 days. We both took holidays and on the traveling day, she asked me............?