This thought hit me while going to training this evening. I was discussing with 
It would be a moment of relief, really to see that my whole life up to this point is a mere dream and I have the chance to select a different path if I wasn’t satisfied with the path I am on. Just like the movie I watched yesterday; ”The First Time We Met”. The guy felt he missed his chance to date the girl of his dream and every time he went back, he would end up with the girl of his dream but he usually lose himself in the end; he is not always satisfied with who he became. He would always go back and yet things got worse until he decided to go back on last time, do the things he did up to that point and only focus on another lady instead.
He went back, did the same thing over and over but chose his dream girl’s best friend and things worked so well for him. There is no doubt we wish we could do things differently. There is no doubt we wish we can undo some things we did, remake a decision, or avoid some situation.
I know experiences matter and knowing that I have lived a particular life till now and I have the chance to take another route, is valuable. Even if I decided to follow the same path I have been on till now, at least I wouldn’t be surprised at some decisions anymore or some events because I have experienced them first hand, in my “first life” hahaha.
That means I would have my dad back and I can prevent him from following some certain path and also make him understand why I needed to play football rather than attend Bowen University. That means I can have my mum back and save her too from thinking too much which ultimately led to her demise. That means I could find a cure for my late sister faster since I already know what her problem was and she can be alive. So many “what ifs”.
What if your life up to this point was a dream? What would you do differently?
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