Day 3 is better. I was quite productive and better at staying on task. Of course I was being hard on myself about the last few days because I can be awful at dwelling on my procrastination. It was helpful to talk to my boyfriend who reminded me that it has ONLY BEEN 3 weeks since I have been out of school and I am obviously figuring things out. He also told me that even when I do figure things out, I will still have unmotivated, unproductive days and sometimes even weeks. I continued to have a really weird day with mixed feelings but feeling optimistic about things overall. I am trying to still understand why I am reluctant to do things I know for a fact will benefit me. This is a short one, reply if you have any suggestions on staying motivated!
Talk soon,
Xo