When I first started to get into composing, I always figured that if I was going to make music it had to be for a purpose.
Growing up, I loved playing video games and I wanted to eventually work in that field one day. I soon realized that coding was harder than anticipated but I was determined to do something. When I got into middle school, I had a knack for playing trumpet which then led me into learning how to play piano of which got me through college.
But when I first made my own song I had the toughest writers block ever, I was nervous of how things would sound and frustrated on how things were not sounding as they were in my head. But giving up to me was not an option. Which kinda makes me happy that I'm still sticking with it. My teacher Howie told me, "Composing does not come in a day, it goes at your own pace."
and I take that to heart. As currently I'm currently stuck on this project and it's driving me crazy, but I must remain strong as this is my dream.
Also this piece is annoying me to no end.