he imagined the world so cramped and full of commotion and accused him of the worst accusations, that he imagined the sky was about to fall down on all heads, as he felt every time.
life feels full. he felt that no one could understand him, felt the pain, felt the pain and the pain of facing life.
he repeatedly asked for help, but no one heard. he whispered. voice in his head.
Indonesia, July 17, 2022
DEPRESI
ia membayangkan dunia demikian sempit penuh hiruk pikuk dan menuduhnya dengan tuduhan terjahat, hingga dibayangkannya langit akan segera runtuh menjatuhi semua kepala, seperti yang dirasakannya setiap kali.
hidup terasa penuh beban. ia merasa tak ada yang bisa mengerti dirinya, merasakan penderitaan, merasakan keperihan dan kepedihannya menghadapi hidup.
berulang-ulang dia meminta tolong, namun tal ada yang mendengar. bisikannya. suara di dalam kepalanya.
Indonesia, 17 Juli 2022
