What Should I Do?
Currently I am happy with my career, the satisfaction on the job... But disturb with the heart of a mother...
Will I be able to give the future I want for them should I give up my career? Or will I be less of a mother should I choose to work away from them?
Financial situation back then pushed her to work abroad. A mother who choose to be far from her children to be a good provider. She endures the loneliness, feeling of homesick and sadness of the night. Keeping in mind the bright future she can give that pushes her to get through the day. With selfless heart as she does not want her children to experience the bitterness of life. Not being greedy but as a mother, she just want the best for her children.
Though her children are in good hands, it is hard for her leaving them. She knows that her mom and siblings will take good care of them but sometimes, as they get naughty, little whine really breaks her heart. Being far, she cannot do anything but cry until she gets by.
One day, mom asked her to come back, be with the children and look after them. Her heart wants to go home but thought of starting from scratch makes her heart weak.
Confused, all she wants is what is best for her children...
Broken, she wants to be with them but scared of what the future brings...
Now that I am away it makes my heart torn
So many times I lied and cried
Hoping sooner we will have a joy ride
Please forgive me
For the days and nights I can't see
When you are sick
My heartbeat surely gets weak
Someday, I will hold you
Someday, I will carry you
Someday, memories come our way
Someday, every breath is a hooray!"
What Is The Best Option?
Being far breaks her heart
Near and thinking of their future, heart feels dark
If YOU are in her shoe, what will you do?
Stay far and provide the best for your child?
Or be near though the future is unclear?