It took so much time for me to understand that I love God truly. I am a true lover and not a devotee. Devotee would spend some time with God, but not a life time. Spending lifetime with God, isn't that amazing?
The true love has devotion in itself! How can I stop loving you, Oh God? I asked myself several times. All that I want is you and only you. The whole world is in you. Only you are loyal to me and can understand my heart. Only you are true and genuine. Only you want to help me truly. It is only you who knows how to love me in return and that too bountifully.
Sounds like it is your turn to love me back multiple times. For you have understood that I am not a mere devotee, but a true lover who wills to continue to love you forever. I have loved you once and will continue to love you forever more.
Only you wish to give me life because only you have life in you. You focus on me and I on you. You love me and I love you. You might have many names, but I chose to call you 'Shiva'. Your power and your strength heals me. You have amazing Grace in me to give me and I have a lot of love to offer to you.
My heart is the best offering that I can bestow upon you. All I want is the calmness of your existence. Your presence and the peace in your presence. I offered my heart to you and all that I am looking for is the peace within and your presence within.
I have my heart to devote to your more than anything else. My offerings are pure and dedicated. I have been trapped greatly by this world and all that I look forward is the peace from you. I want freedom from this trap and want freedom in your love and presence.
I call upon your name "OM NAMAH SHIVA".
