Last few days have been a rollercoaster. I am very grateful for the support I received via hive/ discord or whatsapp from the people here on hive. 🙏
While my personal running ambitions are no longer on my mind, I also understand that I need to make sure I keep standing myself in order to be there for my girls.
Therefore I will keep staying in shape, keep running. Both to stay strong physically aswell as emotionally.
I just went outside and went for a run where I could process my stress. I took nutrition with me so if it would feel right I could go for a longer run. But after 8km my thoughts got the better of me. I decided to just head back home.
The run turned out to be 10 km with
fluctuating pace. It felt good to release some tention.
For this run I used my new shoes “saucony endorphine speed 4” which I purchased earlier for tempo work. These would be something between my roadshoes and my carbons, but I am not blown away with them as a first impression. They are lighter than my road shoes but far less jumpier than my metaspeeds.
Finally a small update on the situation:
- PET-CT went well, so now all investigations have been completed. We now have to wait until monday 4th of May to be informed of the fundings.
This will give us information about the stage, metastases, and treatment options.
So, another 8 days of uncertainty.