stopping everything to breathe has been so necessary. dropping everything was worth it. sifting through my insecurities and bad habits, talking about it, asking the hard questions, forcing myself to answer. figuring out what really brings me peace + joy , and focusing on doing those things the most .. the therapy is worth it. the tears and the waiting was totally worth it.
i can think + talk myself into the darkest of the darkness, it’s a skill that i’ve unfortunately mastered. Im just forever grateful to know that I’m not the only one. I am learning to be thankful for the journey even when i don’t understand any of it.
thank you for all of your love filled messages over the last few months. I’ve been fighting. reeeally up and down — but today , i’m so glad i’m here