Depressing Tales of an Uninteresting Life

Hate

I feel hate, towards the world, me, and the depression that is killing me right now.

I feel the urge to kill myself every moment of my life, and the thought is getting stronger, but i have something that i need to get rid of first to manage to kill myself.

My survival instinct, it is deep in my DNA, so i can't get get rid of it now, but i'm sure i can manage to get rid of it.

Then, i will be able to kill myself, and THAT is what I truly want.