There would come a time that you will feel so lonely and alone in the dark. You have done nothing to make yourself better. All you do is Stop, Look, and Go. It seems you don't care about your surroundings and whatever happen to yourself too. Although you keep trying and fighting. You push yourself to things that you should be doing. However, at the end of the day, you just don't really care at all. You nod to show you agree with something said but it doesn't really matter. Pretending that what's happening matters but it doesn't. Everything seems so normal. Yeah, you socialize, go to work, eat out with your friends but never with your family. You motivate yourself but it's not enough. Something is missing but you can't figure it out. Sometimes you feel so stupid that even trying is not working anymore. Then questions start popping into our head. You noticed a lot of changes especially your behavior and perceive things. Understanding is now a challenge. You feel like you're always right and if someone disagrees with you, you start arguing, battle then reach your boiling point. You'll think it's useless to fight over things that don't matter but then again you did. Sounds crazy like hell but nowadays its happening. People don't know how to categorize or weight right from wrong. We focused on something that benefits us not for everyone.
You're lost so lost but why? You are normal, yes you feel normal but not. How is that happen? Confused, so confused. Maybe you think too much, feel too much, worry too much, given too much that nothing was left anymore to yourself. Now what? That's it? Not realizing that you behave differently but feel so normal like you used to before. Numb that you can't control it that someone does it for you. you just follow what it dictates you to do. Your eyes are the only part of your body that you can control. Frozen in the dark and can no longer get out. I am normal but I am not a person anymore...I'm a problem. Alone so alone...
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