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Sometimes in life, unexpected twists come and catch you off guard.
Life feels strange to you this way: you're ready every day for a new fight, but at the same time you feel alone, with no one to stand by you, and you can't understand that even if I win, who am I fighting this for?
I often wonder what I'm doing. Do you feel this way, or am I just asking because of my face? There's an invisible pressure with me. I have to do something for everyone and sometimes for myself too.
A strange kind of fatigue, a strange thing inside that's always fighting with you. They call it friendship, but no one is ready to stand by you. No one understands that inside you're breaking apart, that they don't realize how hard the times are and how they treat you. I can get through this. I laugh in front of people, but the truth is I'm talking to myself inside.
Sometimes it feels like I'm not living my life; I'm just trying to survive, just trying to show that I'm alive. I hide it; I don't share it with others, but friends, that also means I don't know who I can share my feelings with.
No one here is Mukesh; whoever you meet is only here to pass the time and to use us. I feel this happens to everyone. I've seen that if you keep people happy, they'll stay happy with you, and if you go and do something with them, they'll do something with you. by talking, they turn against you.