I am 18 years old in marriage, we have a daughter of 10 years. She married not for love, but simply because of the betrayal of her boyfriend. He married another, and I in revenge to him, too, took the opportunity.
I met a man and got married. We have been living for 18 years. My daughter was born. For the last two years we started to live like a cat with a dog. From the very beginning and up to now we all have our own separate budget. The child went to school, a lack of money began. Constantly on this basis, we have scandals. My budget was not enough. The husband gave very little money. I bought everything, with my money. And quarrels began. Accordingly, I decided to divorce and began to look for a replacement.
I went to my sister in August of 2016 and met a man who lived with her. He tricked into my trust, that he loves me, that he wants to leave her and be with me. We exchanged phones, and after leaving we had a great night of madness. I betrayed my husband, and fell in love with this man.
It turned out that this man, as they say Alphonse, lives at the expense of women. After I left home, I constantly thought about this man. All thoughts are only about him. Life in dreams. There were constant correspondence and telephone conversations between us. All about love, that we will be together. After two months of such negotiations, he appoints a date, says he is coming to me and asks me to send money to the card. I send him some money and wait for his arrival. As a result, the next day he does not get in touch, the phone is off, and the meeting did not take place. Then after a while he got in touch strongly apologized, said that he had important things, and the circumstances so happened that he did not manage to meet. Believe it all. But this loan did not end with money.
Next time he calls me at 2.00 am and says that he wanted to surprise me and went to me drunk. Accordingly, he was stopped at his post and asked for money. for the penalty and he will be free, and so the car on the parking lot. Accordingly, this time I again go to his aid and send this amount to him on the card. It turned out that this is another attempt to get money from me. And there were a lot of such loans. But the return was not this money to me. I started to call all the time to get my money back. But he always had excuses that he can not return this money, because he does not get a job, that he does not get paid at work, that he needs these money for treatment and examination.
For 8 months now, I can not return this money. That's what makes a crazy woman's love. I have already accepted that he will never return them. I very much repent of my actions. What do I do, I do not know.