Wow that's rough. I'm sorry man.

That's why I always tell people to buy in exchanges and store on external wallets. I wrote a post about it just a couple days ago but not many people viewed it. I've told close friends about it but they don't budge. I guess it's because keeping it on exchanges is so much easier to do than depositing it into a whole separate wallet.

Hope you stick with it and get through it though.