I think you are the type that even if you lived in Sweden, you will still have remained convinced in your beliefs.
The deaths were people whom tried to cross the border or launch molotov kites (the new hit in Gaza) or armed people, or people whom should have been shot according to any sensible military conduct.
The reason is that Putin, Iran, Qatar have to play their role in this, and at least one of them sponsors you (even if you think that not).