Note: This photo is far from a representation of my life! Yes, they say Terry let's take a pic and i am able to afford you your smile even if i haven't smiled in days!
I slept for 3 days and 3 nights. The 3rd night was half-sleep but i stayed in bed and closed eyes!
I woke up. I got resurrected! For how long it lasts, i am new! "It is time to take the scepter and take charge".
First of all, i am happy i woke up! Not by my might though; "i am mere dust"!
Our Creator Jehovah keeps making that happen! If you don’t think so, wake up from your slumber!
People talk suicide as a way out but that is not very practical! If your eventual aim is "breakthrough", try sleep instead, for 3 days and 3 nights! The very next time you open your eyes into existence; seeeee!
"Things are so conspicuous!"
Yes, there is so much cruelty in the world and so much impartiality but again, the next time you find yourself in existence; add a little more sprinkle of heart, mind and human; and open your eyes and see!
There is still beauty in this world, just because you exist!
Yes, because you are up again from your sleepy unconscious state and back into this dark world; "some light arose!"
I am glad i am alive!
In the past 3 days, i shed many tears! Now, this is not a bad thing because i cried and wailed these tears, with swag!
"Tears from sorrow" but i don’t regret because one more time, "i resolved anew!"
So yes, you can cry but add some swag to it, so that your tears develop a meaning and instead of suicide, give sleep a chance one more time and if you wake up; take it as one more good sign, that the world still needs you!
Then get a good bath, cut that bushy hair, play some song, buy Givenchy, then Champ Over Dem Pain with a bottle of Champagne; knowing that the world needs to hear from YOU!
These are my words to YOU!
About Me
With time, perhaps the world will know the Terry behind these words and my full story will be made known and it's not like my story is the worse that has been heard but i tell you, my story is a technical one and has the power to truly change lives!
For now though; in past few days, i did a bout of depression. This is not a very bad thing! Yes, it constitutes strong feelings of sadness but again in reality, feelings alone have not proven to be strong enough, thus, i take charge once a again!
Yes, in reality, feelings are not the ultimate as they have not proven to be strong enough and in this aspect, humans will ever lack. If you only knew how much i love and want to fix my home, people and generations yet unborn, you will wonder why the world isn't a better place yet! If you could only gather all the feelings of people who loathe cancer and channel these feeling aright; it will constitute enough force to topple a mountain of cancer onto its side!
The question though is, "can we ever figure out how to bring out the maximumest good force from our feelings?"
The reality is; "we are weaklings!" Even animals know how to apply their feelings better!
We need love! We need one another! We have always needed someone else’s love! Acknowledge it or not, someone thought of you and someone is currently thinking of you! It has never been about you or me!
It has forever always been about you and me!
"So let's not let our feelings rule and let's stay in the world for one another".
same thing happened here! I am currently shaved! After my bout!
Footnote
1. In the past few days, i have discovered that not getting real sleep for 9 or more months, is reason for around 55 percent of my physical health problems!
2. As for depression; this is my most critical year and i must work my hardest! Breakthrough will happen this year and by breakthrough i don't mean money! It is always about the person behind the money!
3. I don't have a dime but if you see me in SteemFEST 2 Lisbon, don't be too shocked!
Your boy Terry is back strong!
