Good day, Steemit's people! My name is Tanya and I welcome you on my first post on this community :)
It is time to tell a little about myself.
So, I live in the big-big country, which is called Russia, and now I'm 19.
I very much love our planet, and I consider that all people living on it are each other brothers, connected among themselves by general life story and the purpose.
The main thing in life for me, my guiding star, my credo, is spiritual development.
Perhaps, it will seem to many people who are not often thinking of sense of the life and an origin of the being a little... strange. Well, everyone goes the way, everyone builds the priorities.
I am very young, I have not solved secret of existence yet, I live and I develop, learning laws of the world, observing life.
I like art, traveling, progressive methods of psychology, I am fond of painting, sacral geometry, yoga and meditation.
There is a little my creativity :)
When me there were about 13, I tried to find truth in orthodox religions, asked a question from where everything has occurred, for me was the most important to understand what says all spiritual heritage of the world about that is found by mystics, yogis, Saints and great shamans.
To me it was very lonely because none of my friends just understood me, and adults did not divide my interests.
Having been disappointed in confessional religions which as then it seemed to me, do not bring closer to God, and only manipulate and deceive, promise much, but do not give experience, in 15 I called herself the atheist.
Then I didn't understand yet that religion and god it not same.
Then I have gone to model agency, have begun to think of career and began to look with hatred at all who speak about the highest truth. I became haughty and skeptical.
I still kept in memory of all great spiritual people, magic people, but all this was not for me now. It somewhere there, far, not in my life, not in this world.
But once everything has changed. It is a lot of events which have entered my life, have forced me to choose other way...
A year ago I have graduated from school, and in the winter me with my boyfriend have departed to Peru that to spend two months in the wild jungle, diets with plants of Power and participating in ceremonies with Madre Ayahuaska.
Do not forget that from Russia this travel to Peru is travel on the other end of the world!)) And actually trip on the other end of youself.
Now the Shamanism holds a specific place in my life.
My dream is to become the shaman, to cure souls and bodies of people, to help them to find itself in this hard time when people are not in contact with the deep essence, test deep existential melancholy inside, masking it mass psychology of consumption, destroying planet ecology, and do not know where to look for answers to the questions. Yes, I am still very young, but I still watch this life, still I study its laws, such as I already much, and once I will become one of those people to whom in power to change the world!