Hi steemit, is it possible to fall in love many times or is it just love we’re talking about here?
So my friend is just looking for the love of her life on every social date applications, I’m still waiting to suddenly fall in love with someone like I was years ago.
All of us have our own heart breaking issues, own life problems and if you ask me love comes one of the least important problem when you compare like the real issues. But it’s just when you go to bed and think like why you don’t have anyone to tell about your day and listens you whatever you say anyway, you feel the emptiness.
So I was in love. Like crazy. Like I was feeling like I could do anything. He dumped me. Apparently his feelings were not like mine. Or maybe I was someone difficult to deal with on those times. I was depressed, couldn’t eat but to be honest I went to back my normal cycle pretty quickly. And continued in the same direction for so long. We had some connections, he had regrets, I had second thoughts. But we decided again to let it go. I think it’s pretty difficult to trust someone again when they dump you in your most miserable time. When you feel like you needed them most and they end up leaving you, I think it’s the worst. Especially after years of becoming family together. Especially when you still see him as the family.
So today I’m by myself thinking what my problem is. Is it difficult to trust someone else again or is it just impossible to love someone else in the same way again? Or did I get too old and only people like me have left so none of us are sure anymore?
Don’t get me wrong, these are really not that important I know. I know everybody has real problems, I know I know I know so please don’t attack me by talking about the real issues of the world.
I was feeling a bit alone tonight and wanted to be open about my past.
Kisses, steemit!