You are on the right path. Listen more to God and less to your doubts. God is leading you along the way He designed just for you. Therefore, it is a lonely way, humanly speaking. But He before you as well as alongside you, so you are never along. Do not expect anyone to under fully His ways with you, any more than you can comprehend His dealings with others. God is revealing to you the path of life, day by day and moment by moment. AS He said to His disciple Peter, so He repeat you: follow me.-------Psalm 119: 105 -----John 21: 22