My dearest Maya,
As I write these words, I feel the thin air in my hair because I am sitting under the cloudy sky and feeling you. These words are coming out from the depths of my heart, and you know I won't be able to express them directly to you, so I am writing here.
You know, love is a bold thing, a genuine and pure feeling that I will never be able to express in words. Love helps us go, inspires us to follow our dreams and motivates our hearts. The tendency to love is really one of the most potent, precious thing that can be gifted to you because, in the end, love is what bring us together as human beings. Love is when your happiness turns into the joy of others, or you never get busy for your other half.
I still think of you when I spend time alone, away from you for a while; I never get tired of thinking of you. It's been almost two months since I last touched you; I've seen you so closely that I know I'll never be able to say these words directly. Last time I wanted to share my unexpressed feelings but still couldn't.
Honestly, Your beauty mesmerized me; I couldn't stop looking at you. I sincerely apologize for not expressing my feelings directly to you. I'm sorry I couldn't hold your hand, kiss your forehead. Mostly, holding you in my arms and telling you that you are beautiful and enough for me. I'm afraid to lose you; I really do; I'm afraid to look away and leave you in that busy city.
Seeing a glimpse of you, my eyes are always filled with love. Unfortunately, I am not enough for you; I can realize, and I do not think I will ever be. I had no crush, but you were the only crush I loved.
I have felt your pain as many times as you have felt pain. Whenever you were sad, my main focus was always to make you smile and solve your problem. Your problem becomes my problem too. I am happy as long as you are happy. I loved seeing your smile; that smile was impressive, and it enlightened my world. The thirst to see you is the same as before; I want to know you more. I pray to God that I may see you all my life.
My heart always trembles when I see you, you have filled my little heart with peace. I did not confess my love to you properly; I am sorry. I tried my best to show you, my love, from morning till night. You know what? Your imperfections made you perfect.
Sincerely,