I have tried everything not to go broke before i make it back to Texas, but everytime i turn around there is another issue with this shit van.
And I can't find anyone willing to help fix my issues without heavy charges. All i want is to have a vehicle to get me back to my only family member in Texas. As im sick of spending the money i have managed to save for the trip to fix something that keeps braking on this freaking crap van.
I have already lost so much since my first attempt to get back to Texas and now i feel like i will never make it back.
My sweet Wicket was killed in a hit and run on my first attempt at getting back to Texas as well as the box truck i was driving died when the transmission went out. So i was stuck in Tallahassee for 4 days before i had to come back here to get more money. Uhaul says i owe them 2,000 for keeping their truck so long before i returned it.
Then there was the fire in which i lost everything, but momma and pepper.
This was in August 2022 just after i left the gym and days before i was scheduled to try the road trip again.
Momma on her last day on earth Sunday April 2024. I was wanting to take her home to Texas, but she is now gone and will never see her home again. Pepper still has a chance, but thats only if i can get a solid running vehicle. The thing about that is with todays prices and model years there is nothing i can get that i wont have to take to a mechanic to get fixed. I have a love for vehicles from the 90's you know the ones you can do your own work on. I hate the cars/trucks/suv of today as to many things can go wrong and it cost a fortune to get it fixed.
I'M DONE I'M SO TIRED OF TRYING SO TIRED OF ASKING FOR HELP AND GETTING NO WHERE! I cant keep going like this and no cause for alarm im not doing anything dangerous im just sick of trying and failing and im just venting. But not like alot of people will even bother reading my post. And for those of you that made it this far thanks for taking the time and letting me vent as im at my wits end with this whole thing.