Hi Hive,
There’s something about being in a crowded room, music playing, people laughing, dancing, glasses clinking, things going on smoothly and everything feels alive, fun and real. And then suddenly, in the midst of all that noise, crowded place, you heard your name being mentioned but not in a good manners. Someone, somewhere behind you, is saying things about you that are not just untrue, but hurtful. "Derogatory" . Dismissive. It hits differently when it comes unplanned like that.
I have imagined this kind of situation many times than I would like to admit. Me being at a party, trying to enjoy myself, have fun, only to realize that I have become the topic of someone else’s careless conversation. In that moment, so many emotions rush in at once, anger, embarrassment, confusion, even self-doubt. You start questioning yourself in that moment. Is that how people really see me? Did I really do something wrong or bad?
But if I’m being truthful with myself, I have come to realize that how I tackle the situation in that moment really says a lot about me than whatever is being said about me.
The first instinct might be to confront the person immediately, to match energy with energy, to defend myself loudly so everyone hears my side because that's me and that's what I will do. And while that reaction is human, I have come to learned that not every battle is worth fighting in public or loudly. Because sometimes, dignity is louder than any argument.
If I happened to find myself in that situation, I would pause, breathe and remind myself of who I am and not based on someone else’s opinion, but based on my own true self. Because people who speak bad about others, especially in social settings, are often projecting something within themselves such as insecurities, jealousy, or even just a need for attention or even distractions.
Based on the situation, I might choose to address the issue calmly. And not aggressively, not emotionally, but directly. Something simple like, if you really have something to say about me, I’d rather you say it to me now. No shouting, no drama but Just clarity. Because that alone can shift the entire atmosphere.
But there are also moments when walking away is the best and strongest response. Not everything deserves wasting your energy on. Not everyone deserves access to your peace. Protecting your mental space is not weakness at all but it’s wisdom. Because that's kind of response only takes a wise man to do.
What even hurts the most in that kind of situations is not always the words themselves, but the fact that someone else felt really comfortable enough to say those words. And that’s where the emotional weight lies. But I have come to realise that people’s opinions are not definitions. They are just reflections of their mindset and not my identity.
So in lieu of this, if I ever find myself in such situations, at a party, hearing those words again, I hope I choose strength over reaction, self-respect over validation, and peace over trying to prove a point.
Because at the end of the day, the loudest statement I can make is simply being unshaken.
