Happy Birthday To Me.

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I remembered I use to be ashamed of my age, well because my friends were older than me and I didn't want the saying "See this small boy o" to come into play.
By this time last year I wasn't happy about myself so I didn't post anything about birthday. I was just losing my mind. I felt like I shouldn't be living at some point of my life, but here I am. All thanks to some certain things like books and the small circle that got me.
I remembered when I felt I won't ever find love again, like no one would ever love me for been me and I'm damaged. It was hard but thanks heaven I got 2 to 3 individuals who I was able to pour out to when I felt I was dying.
Well here I am saying a welcome to the 20's. I’m mature enough to realize that I’m still a child though *lmao... Still a long way to go!
One more beautiful year have passed in the journey of knowing myself, though I still long to be free.
A very Happy Birthday to me, heartfelt wishes to myself.. Today, I give myself permission to be good to myself, I will make sure to do something I enjoy on my special day! I am worth it!.