The subconscious mind
Everything we don't express is stored in our subconsciousness.. It holds our structures and it holds our paths towards development.
It's like a wallet that stores crypto, the only difference is that it filters the segments that are deemed worthy in a very strange autonomous way. Most people not to say nearly all aren't aware of this, but it is so.
The only noticable outlet is our dreams that are somewhat coded and encrypted with numerous layers of emotional and mental expression, derived from the subconscious clusters we store on a daily basis.
We have been thought to value meaningless things and in time have forgotten to value the expansion of our consciousness and that is why most of the things that evolve our consciousness stay locked in our subconsciousness, due to our egos holding tight and not letting things out.
The only way someone can evolve mentally is through expression and experience, an example is, you think of something and let it slide, replacing it with something more acceptable that isn't related to the core emotion that was firstly felt.
The main issue is that by doing this you are locking the true emotional and mental expressions and replacing them with cheap stuff that won't make you look negative, stupid or unaccepted, therefore denying you from expressing your true feelings.
This is how we kill the child within us, due to the unavalibility of expression, restricted from the behavioral conditions placed by society.
Dreaming as an outlet
I presume you have noticed that sometimes you dream and sometimes you don't.
Well dreams are constructed from these aforementioned subconsciously locked segments, our consciousness releases them because they need an outlet to be released from. That outlet being dreams. They get structured in a dream and are expressed autonomously.
If this doesn't happen the segments are going to be stored and weight over time, sooner or later bursting and firering up, leading to a psychotic episode driven by self hatred and high amounts of paranoia and anxiety, the person wouldn't really know its self hate due to the fact that its expressing itself subconsciously.
The good news is that despite having forgotten how to express ourselves, we can read our dreams and evolve our consciousness by doing so.
The main issue with this is that often people don't accept some aspects of themselves due to a fake persona that has been gathered and created over the years as a defensive system so the person better fits in society.
The people that have this often can't stand staying alone due to the unacceptance of their true selves, as it comes up once the mind takes off the mask.
Conclusion
Follow your emotions and don't let the people brick them.. They are part of you and need to be expressed..
If someone doesn't accept them then they don't accept the real you and at the end of the day you need to change yourself to be loved and understood through the prism of others.
Will write an article on how to decode dreams later on in time.
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