In between the moments when you change your lifestyle, create new rules and stick to your own "hope diary" for a few days, you might start getting some brutal speeches and emails from all people who want something for you and NOW.
Universe just heard that you want to change your life, so he will test you. That's just because we are influencing and acting and we are inevitably linked to each other's enegetic network.
But if you do not let it inside of you for a while and you're over it, then it is for everyones sake that you ignore them all, you're doing it not only for yourself but also for everyone else.
You may now get a new personality with new principles. The question remains that if the universe just at this point creates your hurdles for your running pawn, are you ready to finish this marathon?
You do not have to run for good, just aim the finish. You will get there.