It's been three and half years ago when I first met you.
Ever since the first day we started talking till now you have been on my mind all the time. You, always there in a corner of my heart. Not single moment goes by when I don't think about you. Every minute that passes I wish that I had you. Here, beside me, in , arms. Like a gift from above you came into my life. You became my obsession, my addiction, the call from my heart. The light of my soul, the treasure I never wanted to part. You're so far away. I feel so helpless because I can only touch you with my gaze. I feel your scent, I hear your words, I'm in the embrace of your daze. You left me longing for you. I can only feel your shadow that teases me with it's touch whenever I remember you.
You're the secret I can never hide, you're the gesture I can never forget.
You're the sound of my heart.
In the past years I have had some very good women in my life. Women who loved me. Women who would do anything to he with me. Women who fought for me. But I'm in love with you. I search for you in every woman I get close to. I can't get you out of my heart and mind, that's why I push them all away from me. I'm obsessed with you and I don't know what to do.
You are the dream I see with wide open eyes. In those dreams I made you my own. The intoxication of your name is always on my tongue. I've lost my heart to you. The heart is wounded and the heart-beats are barren. I feel numb inside because I don't have you with me today. may can this desire with me to my grave. But I will still love you my dear.