Hello, warriors!
I don't know how to start my post here with right amount of joy and enthusiasm. Please understand. Earlier today I received a text from my from my mom that someone close to me died.
Just weeks before I have this instinct. I was bothered. I knew then something terrible is about to happen.
Inside me knew that he is about to go, that he is about to leave me for good. In fact I've been asking questions in my head like "Will I see him again after life in heaven?"
How I wish I was beside him when he took his last breath on Earth. How I wish I was able to caress his head before he left me for good. How I wish I was able to make him feel that he was loved, and that he was my most treasured warrior. How I wish I was able to make him happy even in his dying hour. How I wish I was able to make him realize how happy I am to have him since my childhood.
I never thought losing you will be this damn hard. I miss the times you sneak around and enter the house when mama isn't around. I miss the times you joyfully rush towards me everytime I arrive home. I miss the times how you block my way when I am about to leave for work. I miss the times how you wiggle your tail when you see me walking towards you every morning. I miss the times you wait for me to wake up. I miss the times you would lay to get me rubbing your tummy all day. I miss the times baby calling you as "Shaymey" or "Shaym Shaym"
I never thought losing you would be this damn hard.
God knows how much I love you, Slim. God knows how broke I am today. In our 15 years of friendship, I hope I was able to give you back the loyalty and the love that you showed me.
Rest well my love. You will be in my heart... Forever and Always.