Why I Self Vote My Post

There has been a lot of heat between me and Hive account@slobberchops and Hive account@steevc and Hive account@enforcer48 about me self voting 5 of my own post a day. Well I want to sit down and try and calmly explain to them why I self vote, but I am not optimistic that they will understand my point.

It's pretty simple really I spend hours taking photos and editing them everyday and get very few votes or payout on professional quality photos. I am going to put a list of links below of post getting big payouts on shit post, and if you can't understand why I self vote you are blind.

This person got $30 for to pictures of food that took her 10 seconds to do, and she has many more post getting $15 for the same crap photos. I'll put a few more just so you can see.
@nicollefiallo/lobster-roll
@nicollefiallo/looking-at-me-for-food-or-what
@nicollefiallo/must-be-a-joke

This post got $10 and the photos are pathetic at best
@ma-57/my-new-kitty-in-the-garden

This post got $10 Really $10 for hinges
@rossfletcher/something-heavy

This post got $10 horrible photo
@rosatravels/summer-flowers-blossoming

This post got $11 for 2 blurry photos
@sayee/nature-at-its-best-picture-a-day

This post got $5 blurry photos
@elenasteem/this-plant-is-called-yarrow-this-herb-is-used-even-in-cooking-it-has-a-spicy-tart-taste

This post got $9 blurry photos
@secretman02/lets-enjoy-photos-of-house-sparrow-or-or-so-cute-bird

This post got $24 blurry photos and she has lots of blurry photo post making $20 or more
@milaoz/pink-almond

This post got $21 blurry photos and she has lots of blurry photo post making $10-$20
@lyubovbar/plum-blossom

This post got $14 dull blurry photos
@ridoykhan22/bautiful-grasshopper-photography

These are just a few reasons why I self vote there are hundreds more like these that are getting big pay outs for shitty post but yet you come after me claiming I am milking the system getting an extra $1 a day. Maybe I just need to quit posting quality photos and start posting blurry photos it seems that , that is what all the whales want. If you can honestly say any one of the post I listed above is better then my photos and deserve the votes and payouts they got then Hive is not the place for me. I highly doubt anything will change even if I did quit upvoting myself. I feel bad for calling out all these people , I usually keep to myself about it but to show why I self vote I had to show my point.
You can say I'm crying or just making excuses, but it's the truth, and I am sure if Hive account@slobberchops were making $1-$2 a post and some one else was making a similar post but with blurry photos and they were making $10-$20 a post it would begin to piss him off. So how do you make up for the injustice, by using your stake to self vote.
You may consider my self voting abuse, but I consider giving these shit post large payouts abuse. There are lots of quality photos making hardly nothing and these blurry photos get large pay outs. Please explain to me why that is not abuse and why your not going after those people and the whales that are upvoting these types of post.