Hi S06, I'm so sorry for the pain you feel. I visited Aceh in 2006, two years after the tragedy and it was devastating to hear from the people all the suffering and loss. However, I was also so amazed and impressed with the courage of the people in Aceh and their ability to rise up and recover. The lost are not forgotten, but you still have life and so much to live for. Wishing you blessings and strength.