Why is it that so many times, the universe has a different plan for your life than what yours is. This is technically an actifit post but really it is just a brain download.
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I had a plan in place to improve my lifestyle and my work life balance. I am getting out of management and going to just be a worker. More family time, more time to spend with the kids. The financial aspects had been budgeted for, planned and everything was coming together exactly as planned, maybe even better than planned.
But the universe has other plans. It has thrown a massive curve ball into our lives. The plan was rock solid, but the universe has turned around and said (actually it sang it)...
"Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me"
Credit for the quote - Rage Against The Machine <\sub>
It feels a bit like I was just about to lift a great big backpack filled with duty and responsibilities and pressure and expectations of my shoulders and finally be able to walk a bit lighter through the world. But along comes someone else with another pack filled with financial pressure and expectations and more duty and responsibilities and just dumps it on me. This wasn't the plan, I am powerless to change what's happening, and I have to step up and sacrifice once again.
No choice, no free will, just gotta do the right thing even though its not what I want.
FUCK!!!
Sorry for the language, but I had to release somewhere. Better here than on the people responsible for the situation. And if you made it the far through my little pity-party, I really am fine. Just frustrated and angry.
Let me just finish with a link to the RATM song mentioned above, source Youtube.
